Tuesday: Went to find H. Lovell came PP to find me, finally bought Cookie's treat!
Wednesday: Wore formal for enterprise. So suay the whole day !Rained it the morning and my heels hurt like crazy. This is one of my embarrassing moments. I was waiting for bus to go PP, I ALREADY MISS the bus. Then, I stretched my leg straight as I was leaning my butt on the railing and you know how polished and slippery the thing is. Then, I stretch one more cm only. I fell down. Then I had to pretend that nothing happened and say "opps sorry!". Fucking hell, and I overheard F's conversation that he was meeting Birdy after work.
Yesterday: Finally training and dover. So embarrassing again. This coach is called Philip Lee. He made me play the first shot infront of everybody. FUCKING EMBARRASSED! We learned how to play with outr eyes clothes and how to play stop ball. I reached home at like 11.50? Slept in the train and I think I leaned on the guy next to me.
Today: Woke up late. Conflict resolved. Maths sucks. No plans again. Sianzzz. Yesterday F msged me again. Why why? I don't care anymore already. Everybody can have a girlfriend but only you. 7 months already, I don't know how long more I can stand it.